Sianx i old 1yr le.!!i dw!!!~
i wan forever nian qing~
lol~
im alway 14yrs old nw~

It end here~
Nw is fair~
ok?~
wan be fwen is ur choice..~

Dunnoe which dog dun dare admit the fact~
haiz waste my time for a dog~
zzz

Dog really dun understand human language?~
shuld teach my dog well~
i sae waste time time and energy?~
dun understand?~
fiteing?~
cn settle thing?~
haha joker!~
really a dog~
but nvm~
no more DOG food for eu~
after eu learn hw listen human language den feed eu this dog~
1on1 wat a jokes~
tot ur ppl big?~
den ask them la~
see anyhow bite ppl without any reason corect or nt?~
plz learn la~

Why waste time fighting with a dog?
plz dun waste my time?
to bao eu also n do anything?
are eu?
kick ur ass out dog?

Only stray dog dun behave and i found one~
so ppl see it will spit and step it~
nt stray dog spit at ppl~
poor thing~
nvm~
stray dog bluff himself jiu let him bluff~
haiz poor thing~

haiz~
Today no dog~
bored~
cuz dog cnt even beat dao mi~
sae excse dun an beat~
bored~
1on1?~
dnnoe whose the one bleeding~
like crying~
im nt fighting~
im jus feeding food~
tat why no cance to bite mi bck~
think twice dog!~
DOG!IS THE WORD FOR EU~^^

Today~there a Dog~
Poor thing dog~
wanted to feed him~
but he bite mi~
it dun seem pain~
cuz it a dog?~
get whack by by mi~
and cnt return hand on mi?~
such a noob dog~
jio mi spa?~
wat a joke~
ask a dog~
hw old are eu~
let hav a clue who the dog is?~
you dog le die~?
guess in chinese?~
omq poor thing dog~
nvm i will bring ur dlicios food so eu wont bite ppl anymore~
see i so care for eu~

Tmr sch le~
Meeting yongjie tmr ba~
Haiz~
Go school do wat~
also sleep at class nia~
go sleep le nights~
boring day~

Why suddenly feel uncomfortable~
like i was stabbed by a knife~
In my heart~
Haiz~
I feel so~
Lonely~
super lonely~
Sch starting soon~
Haiz~
life going bad to worst~
dun wanna sae le~

Today is father day~
Went to eat without father~
and it call father day~
Hav a cold war with my father~
Cuz of his stupid attitude~
it strted quite long~
since he dun believe me tat my mother let mi out~
Hate this family~
everything also got~
but do not hav care and happiness~
Haiz~
There a boy~
treat him good~
den treat mi like wat~
a dog?~
tell eu properly den mus guai lan mi bck ar?~
Nt hpy jus come la~
think wat?~
good to tahan eu ar?~
zzz go look at the mirror see who dog first cn?~
waste my time~
-,-

Today match lose~
But nt counted~
cuz of some reason~
im the one who nvr show attitude to him~
But he look at mi and scold~
den play bball until night~
Suddenly heard a sound~
It like her voice~
I look around~
but nvr saw her~
den continue~
Nt in a mood today~
It like all my fault~
Haiz~
She look cold to mi when she talking~
my face get beat 3 times at match~
Pain~
but it okay~
nthing le~
haiz~

Im lonely..~
No care awarded~
but hurts~
it jus cnt be erased off my heart~
No chance given~
But nvm~
it my fault~
i deserved it~
When playing ball~
Bang together with ernest pwi~
hurt my leg and hand~
but it does nt hurt to mi~
it was no feeling~
Bath with hot water~
did nt feel the hot to mi~
it jus normal~
I hate life~
really hate it~
cant sleep~
and nthing left behind mi~

Early in the mrning~
rain drops to the ground~
Cnt go out~
Tiring~
My mood go round and round badly~
Im getting worst~
No matter wat~
It cant help~
It a fact to mi~
But i cant accept it~
It hurts~
really hurts till nw~

Haiz today lose a match~
Im lousy~
Useless~
When saw couple~
i was thinking of eu and mi~
Sweet~
cute~
and nice~
Haiz..sry to wat i did~
i will try show eu more care~
Im jus as uselss as no body~

I left empty in my heart~
Feel Im really apart~
No one can be my listener~
But a Betrayer~
To mi,i am a corner boy~
Who talk secret to myself~
Hme is like a hell~
Went hme and get nag like hell~
Prefer being only myself~
So to calm myself~
A fake smile~
A fake Laughter~
Cn make people feel well~
And nt worried as well~

Cnt sleep~
BadMood~
Moodswing~
Broke her/he promise~
Feel Bad~
Everything does nt hurt~
except my heart~
Broken Heart~
Pain Heart~
Wanna hurt myself~
Hate myself~
wat is hme~
a hme is for mi to sleep~
and get scolded from~
get nag frm~
Hme is cold to mi~
It like a hell to mi~
plz giv mi more freedom parents~
i will appreciate it~
haiz~

why is my name called like this?~

i wish to change a name~

A name sound nt good to mi~

it ruined mi~

Why i mus be in this world?~

wish i did nt appear in earth bfore~

feel lonely~

lyke i hav no close fwen around~

haiz~

life sound meaningless to mi~

Im bck hme~
with tiredness~
Misses someone~
Sianx~
abit boring~
half dead~
byes~

haiz tmr go to batam le~

sch trip~

will miss you de~

Wish it will be fine~

sianx~

byes~

nthing to sae~